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    Friday, March 28, 2008

    Yo.
    Heartbroken.
    WAHHH!! HOW CAN THEY JUST THROW AWAY ALL THAT DAMN TRAINING WE HAD TO GO THROUGH FOR THE PAST TWO MONTHS JUST FOR THIS DAMN EVENT WHICH WE DIDN'T EVEN GET TO PERFORM AND IT WASN'T EVEN RAINING BLOODY SHIT!
    Gah.
    Bloody hell seh. Train so hard for the parade for Speech Day(today) for two god damn months.. then in the end never even perform la. Damn sad, you know. And somemore it wasn't even raining... Wanna cry man.
    In the end, all we did was that walkway thing. WHICH WAS EXTREMELY LAME. Cause like, all we had to do was just stand there in 'sedia' position. The rehearsals were WAY better than this man. There wasn't even the freaking band! Like, WTF man!
    And I heard Melissa ma'am cried or something, cause she trained so bloody hard for the parade, then in the end never perform. She's the parade commander also. I feel so sorry for her. Sigh.
    What's worse, some of the people in the NPCC contingent didn't even GET to be in that walkway thing. I was lucky cause I got picked. But still... Bloody unfair you know.
    Damn sad, damn sad.
    And now, about half hour after the previous sentence...
    I'm pissed at Tricia. I won't type out what problem I have with her, cause like, she's a good friend...
    But what really pissed me off was when I sort of shouted (on msn) about Speech Day today, and she told me to complain to 'SOMEONE FUCKING ELSE' as quoted. Wow. What's gotten up her ass? The convo I had with her before she went unceremoniously offline made me wanna smack her face man...
    Whatever.


    Monday, March 24, 2008

    Yo.
    I'm posting! After four days of not posting! Yay!
    Again, I'm, as usual, tired as heck. Having Speech Day contingent training AGAIN tomorrow. Sigh. The previous training,which was on Saturday, was kinda cool. No. Seriously.
    Our drills were dang cool damnit. Always get solid bang, for some reason which I'm pretty sure had nothing to do with Husna ma'am bitchin' at us again. Before that, she treated us nicely, that's why our drills so damn awesome. Then she suddenly started shouting... then dunno what happened la. But seriously, she needs to stop shouting like a man; it's creepy and makes it hard for me to keep my 'garang' face on. (Damn. I hope no NCO or Husna ma'am herself finds this blog...)
    Anyway, moving on (I actually HAVE a life OUTSIDE of NPCC.).
    Today... I almost puked and passed out during 2.4km run. Had a stitch in my side (not literally) the entire freaking time. Couldn't breath. Sigh. Failed the damn thing by two minutes. And also, I found out that Mrs Pua, who's my P.E teacher, is pregnant! Congrats, cher! ^.^
    Then there were lessons (sigh. Since when were there not?). There was two freaking hours of English. YOU KNOW HOW TORTURED I WAS TRYING TO STAY AWAKE?! And I didn't even have breakfast or recess. Then came Science (thank GOD!). Miss Pau was cool. She let us rest for 5 minutes 'cause we requested some time to rest (or maybe she saw how dead and desperate we looked). My head, like, straight away dropped onto the table the moment she told us the 5 minutes already began. And I actually managed to get a 5 minute nap. Woke up feeling kinda refreshed.
    Haha.
    And on the way back from MT class, saw Husna ma'am and we were walking oppisite directions. CRISIS!! So me and Darlyna were just like 'errrrr' and Husna ma'am looked at us, and said 'Tomorrow.' as she walked past. My reaction was something along the lines of 'Wha-?' and 'Yes ma - uh... Am I supposed to say ma'am?'.
    Oh yeah. I just remembered that I tortured Jiawei with my singing (was singing S.O.S by the Jonas Brothers, btw) from beginning of school till the end. And I was so free ('cause I was waiting for Tricia to finish her damn remedial) I decided to sweep the class and arrange the tables and chairs. The air felt so much better to breath in after that.
    Went to eat with Tricia then went to her house and played GunBound. Such a cute game. Blast cute little thingys around and stuff. We were screaming like shit.
    That's bout it I guess. Nothing happened much during the weekend, 'cause like, didn't go out or anything...
    So... yeah.
    Nite, yo.


    Thursday, March 20, 2008

    Yo.
    Haven't been posting for two days. Tsk tsk. Had been dead exhausted for the past two days. -sigh-
    On Tuesday, I had NPCC Speech Day contingent training, which included other UGs. It was SO cool. No, really. We had to wear those white gloves thing, then had to stand at attention in some kinda position which made a walk-way for the Guest of Honours. We were linked with the other UGs. Damn nice man.
    Then after that we had the outdoor rehearsal part of the Speech Day thing. That one was kinda cool also, but Husna ma'am starting bitchin' at us after that. I hate it when she shouts to us about POSTURE!! and shit. And she anyhow accuse us, "Your arm swing was so bad that someone else could comment about it!". At this point of time I wanted to take my baton and thwack her to Russia(but noooooo I was too scared of life-long pumpings). She was screaming like what like that la.
    In the first place, the 'someone', who is Mr Yeo, wasn't even talking about MY brilliant squad. He was talking about the GOH (guard of honour) squad! Like, what the heck seh. And then somemore the GOH made of Sec 4s and 3s. Our seniors. Who are always screaming shit at us for not having a solid bang when THEIRS is like rotten egg. And their marching also like shit liddat. Gosh. Assholes.
    Anywhos...
    On Wednesday,which is yesterday, we had PTR! Yay! PTR means Parent Teacher Rapport which means DOOM. The parents were up int he hall while us Sec 2s were stuck to eternal boredom in the indoor sports hall. Listening to the Principle talk and talk through the projector thing. The councilors actually organized games for us. But in the end, we didn't get to play it, cause, well, the Principle took so damn long. Not that I'm complaining that we didn't get to play, I'm thankful, even.
    We weren't even dismissed when everyone started leaving and ignoring the councilors. HAHA. That was damn funny and cool. When about three quarters of the Sec 2s already leave THEN the councilors say "Okay Sec 2s, You are dismissed."
    Muahaha. So cool.
    Today was... blah.
    Had Drama mock exam. So freaking lame. My group actually got A- and we didn't even memorize or do a decent rehearsal. Wooo.
    Had to stay back for NPCC. Not much la, just to arrange chairs for Sec 3 PTR. So damn tiring, carry chairs to and fro classes. My legs were all jittery after that, cause we were dragging the chairs which made those weird ... effects on the hall floor.
    Then after that met up with Umaga and Nabilah from 2e3. Went to NorthPoint then decided to go back to school to fetch my textbook which I needed for homework, when I realized that it's at home. Haha. Then me and maga hung around inside 2e3 classroom... mostly singing and dancing out butts off to Jonas Brothers. (Joe is SUCH a cutie.)
    Hmm.
    I think that's bout it.
    Need check for any new Naruto/D.Gray-man/Full Metal Alchemist anime/manga chapter/episode.
    Nite, yo.


    Monday, March 17, 2008

    Yo.
    I. Am. Dead. Tired.
    And I actually forgot that there's NPCC training tomorrow!
    Woooo!
    Then there's the stupid malay situational writing thing. And two periods of maths tomorrow. Man. I can cry from desperation for the next day to be over and done with.
    I'm, like, about to die from exhaustion, and the fact that there's still NPCC tomorrow's just... argh...
    Hahaha.
    Listening to that 'Untitled' song by Simple Plan. The lyrics match my situation soo much....
    Anywhos... Today was the first day of school after the March hols! Yay!
    Took shorter than I used to to tame my new hair. Like, wow man.
    Nothing interesting happened today...
    Okay. I can't take this. I'm out.
    Nite, yo.


    Sunday, March 16, 2008

    Yo. Today... I decided to chiong my homework. And despite all that chiong-ing-thru-homework, I still have to do composition and math. How sad. I'mma do math tomorrow in school (copy from someone), and compo... I'll just dream of a storyline. ...
    I'M SLEEPEEHHHH!!!! And I have no mood for, like, just about anything.
    So I'll just stop this post here and go chiong more homework... wheeeeeeeee
    Wait. Before that, I just wanted to declare that D.Gray-Man ROCKS!!
    Nite, yo.


    Saturday, March 15, 2008

    Yo.
    Today, I had npcc training, which was incredibly stupid(like every other trainings). Kena pump like shit. Actually, not SO bad la, but still bad. During drill practice, my squad was divided into three groups, and my group (group 2) just happened to get the super lax guy. He, like, never pump us, never shout. But I would seriously rather him shout and pump us than keep doing 'sedia' and 'senang diri' NON-frickin-STOP for bout 4 damn hours. And at the end of each hour, he'll give us 5 minutes water break. FIVE!! You know how bloody thankful I am for 5 minutes next to the water cooler (btw, water cooler was supah cold today)?!
    Anyways, my sir kept doing that same drill over and over and over and over and over and ARGGGHHH!!!!! over again. We were, like, dancing or something. No. Seriously. It was a hot day(we were under the shelter at the foyer, but what the heck), and I became disoriented, 'cos we were doing the same shit over and over and over and over again. I think I suddenly mixed up 'kekanan lurus' and 'senang diri' out of nowhere. Sigh. Oh yeah. And I actually freaking bothered to volunteer myself when my sir asked for a volunteer (gently). And I raised my hand and I was like '...wait. What's happening?'. I'm just so lucky he didn't spot any mistake in my marching and 'sedia' and 'senang diri'! -.- I entertained myself with listening to Rahimi (is that how you spell his name, my fellow squadmates?) sir scream like shit to... I dunno... It was either to group 3 or the sec 1s... But hey, the sec 1s were having the time of their lives playing some game (WHICH my batch never got play during OUR time. wow. I make me sound old.). Hmm. Whatever la.
    And also, senior's who've already graduated came by today. How fun. My group gave them shit for our drills. Sigh (again). It was annoying you know. They kept commenting among themselves (you can consider that IF they hadn't been talking ...er... bad bout us so damn LOUD. Legs had been twitching with the urge to smash someone's face in with my boots) about us and crap.
    And the IC of my squad! rawr. Everytime talk to him, i feel the need to punch something. He's, like, so freaking blur la (sorry man. didn't mean to bash on you like this. but I'm too pissed to be nice.). Whee. I almost fainted during what was supposed to be the 'debrief' session, which turned out to be 'time for you asswipes to pay for your mistakes. muahah' session. I'm not exactly what you call FIT, but I can handle 30++ girl push-ups. What I can't handle when my mental state's nowhere near stable (oOoOOoo puuurrrttyyyyy coollooouuurrrssss), is 20 counts of EIGHT jumping jacks. Nearly went nuts.
    Okay.
    I need to stop ranting about how shitty npcc training was. I'm just soo glad it's over (tears of happiness).
    Oh yeah. My biggest obsession at the moment...
    FULL METAL ALCHEMIST!!! AHH!! EDWARD ELRIC IS SO FREAKING ADORABLLLEEEEE!!!
    And and and chapter 81 of the manga for Full Metal is out today! And it's FINALLY featuring Ed (hadn't been showing him in the previous chap and the one before, I think)!! With his hair down! Making him look uber gorgeous and so. effing. CUTE! Haha. I go nuts for loveable male animated characters (Sasuke isn't exactly what you call loveable...). Muahaha!
    Chimeras are real! I mean, I know it's the name for a genetically combined creature of two animals (scientifically speaking) or a human or animal transmuted with another animal (alchemically speaking) but I never knew they actually existed!
    Shit.
    Tuna and tomatoes and veggie does NOT go with sparkling H-Two-O.
    Bye, yo.


    Friday, March 14, 2008

    Yo. Yes yes. I'm back. Yeah I bet most of you would be thinking 'I give her two months before she stops posting on this blog' or something like that. Hey, cut me some slack people. I kinda like this blog (like my previous one. And the one before that too.) I'd probably be posting shit in this blog, the usual rubbish. And, this is incredibly stupid, but I somehow accidentally deleted that Blogger NavBar thing which is always supposed to be at the top of the blog. Now it looks kinda funny. I'mma need help on that...
    Anyways. I have NPCC tomorrow! In the middle of a frickin' holiday! Whoop-dee-doo!
    And Darlyna's saying that she's not going 'cos she's at that stupid chalet. I mean, dude, she's always at the damn chalet during the hols. She wanna get kicked out of contingent her problem la.
    goddamn bitch thinks she's so smart
    Currently, I'm reading (or trying to) 'no easy answer: the truth behind death at Columbine'. It's a disturbing non-fiction book. ... No. Really.

    'On April 20, 1999, Dylan Klebold and Eric Harris, two seniors at Columbine High School in Littleton, Colorado, shot to death twelve students and one teacher and wounded many others. It was the worst single act of murder at a school in U.S history...'

    This book basically focuses on what could have caused or influenced these two boys to go around and shoot their schoolmates' guts off. Seriously, I think that, based on the book, everyone else has been bullied before and the adults haven't done anything about it. So it's not really a reason for the boys to just go and murder the other kids. Besides, one of those two boys, Dylan, had really nice parents (though it's a relief that he actually showed remorse when he told them he loved them and that they couldn't do anything bout it and that he was going to die after he shot the other students). There had already been many warning signs that led to Columbine many years before it happened. The part which really pissed me off was that the police force actually freaking stood there outside the damn school while those boys were firing at the students. And the police did absolutely nothing until a few hours AFTER the shooting, which resulted in a teacher bleeding to death when he could've been saved many hours before. ... Okay I'm not sure about the 'police did absolutely nothing until a few hours AFTER the shooting' part, but I'm pretty sure that the police did nothing WHILE the shooting was going on. And that teacher was saved AFTER the shooting was over, which is actually kinda stupid. And a few more people, victims who survived and the victims' families, some of them committed suicide because the memories from that day was too much for them. Eric and Dylan continued killing indirectly even after they shot their own heads off. In this story, the police are the bad guys (wow. that's new).
    ... And I'm not done with this book so LAY OFF!
    Nah. Kidding.
    Anywhos. ... Yeah this post is kinda long. I'm trying to fill up the page 'cos, like, it looks pretty dumb and plain with just the first post sitting there, isolated... alone.... you get my point.
    I suggest you check out that book if you like contemporary affairs and true crime.
    I wonder if this is long enough...
    Nah. I'll just throw in a song for the cause of sadisticism (there's such a word?)
    Btw, this song (plus 'Heaven' by Dj Sammy) got (2e3) Hadi emo for about...
    4 days and still rolling.

    'So Far Away'
    this is my life
    its not what it was before
    all these feelings i've shared
    and these are my dreams
    that i'd never lived before
    somebody shake me
    'cause i
    i must be sleeping

    [chorus]
    now that we're here,
    it's so far away
    all the struggle we thought was in vain
    all the mistakes,
    one life contained
    they all finally start to go away
    now that we're here its so far away
    and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
    and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today

    these are my words
    that i've never said before
    i think i'm doing okay
    and this is the smile
    that i've never shown before

    somebody shake me 'cause i
    i must be sleeping

    [chorus]

    i'm so afraid of waking
    please don't shake me
    afraid of waking
    please don't shake me

    [chorus]

    Kay. I think 'tis long 'nuff.
    Bye, yo.




    yo~
    Thursday, March 13, 2008

    muahaha. me create new blog.
    got sick of the old one (cos it had a Naruto background. And i'm sick of Naruto, fell for FullMetal.)
    yeah I know it's a super random time to create another blog. like, hello, it's the middle of frickin' march hols.
    but lo and behold! i shall embrace ya'll with my great-ness!!
    just as soon as I get some sleep.
    nite, yo


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